Just a little fangirl rant...

So I saw MBLAQ's (a new Korean boyband) music video, "Oh Yeah", ANDS I LUVED IT. The song is pretty catchy, and the video looks awesome. But you know what's even catchier? LEE JOON, rapper, vocalist, and dancer of MBLAQ. He's flipping HOT. Like seriously, he is. MBLAQ only debuted a few days ago, and Lee Joon is already in my top 5. Seriously, he is so darn HOT. When MBLAQ performs "Oh Yeah", he always wears this sexy-as-heck ripped t-shirt. And during the second chorus, he lifts up his shirt, and OH GEEZUS. CUE THE HALLELUJAH CHORUS. Bless the stylist and the choreographer. I have seen plenty of six-pack abs in my life, and the men who have them are pretty hot. But Lee Joon's six-pack, combined with that sexy and charming face, his sexy eyes, and his sexy hair, JUST WOW. Sexy never looked this good. I seriously scream when he lifts up his shirt. And during the dance break, his butterfly kick just PWNED.

Haha, so much for a little rant...

BUT THAT SMEXY B3TCH IS MINE.

That typhoon in the Philippines, Typhoon Ondoy (or Ketsana), just wow. It was sad enough to know that hundreds of people died of it. Seeing people on the roofs, with no food, was bad. So was seeing elderly, children, and the injured struggling. But I saw some photos, and I just fell apart. People mourning dead relatives, dead family members found in the mud, in a tight embrace, that just struck home. Then to see pictures of a man who started drowning in the waters, just... I don't know. Plus the fact that a very close family friend and his family is in the typhoon-stricken area, it really makes you worry. Now that it's said that another typhoon will strike, and to see that the people are barely surviving, all I can do is pray, pray that they will survive, pray that life for them after this tragedy can start to look brighter.

To all those who read this, please help in some way. Donate goods, there are many drop-off stations internationally. Donate money to UNICEF. If you can't do something, then at the very least, pray for them, if you are religious.

In *behindinfinity's journal, there is information about how you can help, as well as some pictures of how greatly the typhoon affected the area (some of them are hard to see). If you want to see, then here's a link to his journal:
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BTW, I'm not amused. My mood has a glitch.

WOOT!

I've returned to high school. Kinda sucks balls so far...

I'm gonna keep writing poems, finally got my creative flow... well, flowing.

Won't be so busy, but I'll try to get stuff out.

AHH!!!!!!

I'm over the jerkfaced man-b*tch, hellz yez!!!!!! SWEET FREEDOM!!!! X3

Bored as s*it.

So last Saturday, I confessed to my ex that I still liked him. Nothing happened. He just applauded me for my bravery. XD Nothing happened.

I'm seriously hating myself right now.

He's a jerk. He pretended to ask me out on April Fools' Day, he treated me like shit, he just toyed with me.

So why do I like him so much?

I guess it's just the fact that I've liked him since I was in first grade, when I met him. I kinda hung out with him in first grade, was his friend in third for a little bit. I still remember in first grade when we played four corners during P.E. I was trying to choose a corner, so he comes over, grabs my hand, and we go to a corner together. I guess that's when I started liking him...

Every time I think about him, I swear, my heart starts hurting, I feel sad, yet can't help but to smile when I think of him.

Now I've been having dreams about him! Every night!

Like last night. It haunted me all day!!!

I dreamt I saw him standing in a rose garden, with an umbrella shielding him from the rain. I run to him. Next thing, out of nowhere, waltz music starts playing. We hug, and we waltz while he tries to keep the umbrella up. Next thing you know, I kiss him. He drops the umbrella, and we're kissing in the rain.

EWWW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha, I'm guessing that'd be the reaction from a few people who are reading this...

GAH, I'm hopeless.

What do I do...